My fingers suddenly weighed a tonne when I wanna type this entry. I don't even know how to start and I don't even know what to say actually. Some of you may have already heard the news from someone who's a someone friend ex ecolleague (whatever)... I think its time I announce it myself.

Yesterday was the day... I finally decided to tell them I had enough and ask them to let me go. I had a very long chat with the supervisor who had somehow informed the deputy director about my sudden decision. She kept pushing the letter back to me hoping I would change my mind. It kinda puzzled me why she even bothered when she herself is leaving. As sickening it is going to sound, she said that if I insisted on leaving, it wouldn't look good on the boss. She even said that she felt guilty when she tendered her resignation and she's thinking I would feel the same way.

First of all, I don't care squat about the impact I will cause in the organisation if I leave. Secondly, I really need to get out of that place cos' I have already found a job and they need me there a.s.a.p. I think the other party is kind enough to wait for me this long. Thirdly I am surprise that this news of mine came to a shock for many. Apparently I have not been giving enough hints that I am not happy in SSC.

I can't go on right now... getting a lil' emo here! This is just too surreal for me to handle...

Labels: weird, work