Sometime I don't wanna blog about what has happened but rather what I hope will happen no matter how ridiculous it may be.

How I wished my home will look like in 20 years:

With proper lighting, can you imagine how this will look like at night?


I'll throw in a murray feiss' mademoiselle collection if I could to replace the present one cos' it'll still look exquisite like a fine art lamps but still retains its modernity that'll fit my taste.


Not much light required here but a good ol' forecast lighting will be perfect for this romantic corner of the house.


A view to die for isn't it?


20 years is possible right? This house's on eBay currently going at US$5 million. Hahaha... I need like 10 of me to churn out like US$500 grand each to be able to afford this place. Still, no harm dreaming... I think I've been surfing eBay too much. I gotta stop. Its a disease!

Labels: dream

This may be just a dream but I remember the most significant detail that night. The company gave away an Atom PDA phone to everyone in my department and I was the one doing the distribution. Boxes after boxes, I felt so sore that I wasn't assign any. At the bottom of the huge box, I saw Dopod box! I asked a colleague who is this one for. He said "It's yours! The boss knew you had always wanted that."

I was over the moon. I played with it like all the way home. In my journey I had even planned what to install in it like my Sims 2 etc (What!? Its my dream!). I can't even wait to get to work the next day, apparently awaiting for free stuff :P but to my horror the same colleage started packing all the PDAs back into that enormous brown box.

Me: What's going on?
Him: Oh, they decided to take it back.
Me: 'They' who?
Him: Management... I sure hope you brought yours today.

With a heavy heart, I placed mine back in the Dopod box and sealed it into that big brown box. I kinda get its meaning even before I woke up, really. This is what happen when you're working for an organisation who overpromise and underdeliver. I should be a shrink or something.

Labels: dream

...in my dreams and according to Dream Coach the interpretions are as follows...

Quick Decode
Giving birth to ideas; opportunity; harbouring desires

Popular Expressions
A pregnant pause; the mother load

Possible Meanings
You can't be half pregnant. It's all or nothing. Therefore, dreaming of pregnancy signifies commitment to a situation.If you dream you're pregnant, ask yourself if it's wish fulfilment. Are you hoping to get pregnant? Or does it symbolize a desire to give birth to a creative project? How you feel about the pregnancy will help you determine how you feel about the project.The pregnancy may also represent an aspect of yourself that you hope to give birth to. Look at where you are and whom you're with in the dream to determine what aspect this may be. Pregnancy is also a symbol of opportunity. Are new opportunities presenting themselves in your life? Or if you dream that someone else is pregnant, do you feel that it represents a new opportunity opening up in your life?

I've always relied on this website to interpret my dreams last time. It has gotten less informative. Sellouts!

Labels: dream

... of my dad and I remembered we're in a Genting-Highland-like location and he owns a property there. We went to the biggest shopping mall there and he lets me buy anything. All I remembered at that moment was to go look for Dunkin' Donuts! I couldn't find any after going round the whole place and I settled on some no brand donuts as in my dad's on words "they all taste the same".

I heard my phone ring... I woke up... its my dad!

He called asking if I wanna go Johor Bahru with him tomorrow and I said YES!

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He called to cancel the trip... BOO HOO HOO!!!!!
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Labels: dream, family, whatever

I dunno what to say really, life stops the moment you entered the office door. I can feel my life sucked out of me each step I took towards my cubicle. I kept thinking to myself, is it worth the 8 hours daily? 8 hours of my life spent in that wretched place... when I could be doing something else!

My ideal day would be...

DAY 1
- waking up between 1100-1400h
- have a meal in front of the telly
- surf the net a little
- call up my posse or my boyfriend, spent the rest of the day with them
- nice cold shower when I reach home
- if I can't sleep maybe play Sims or something until I feel sleepy

Day 2
- waking up between 1100-1400h
- have a meal in front of the telly
- surf the net and play Sims
- in between have a tele-convo with people that matter, people who can make me happy
- have another meal in front of the telly
- plopped myself either in front of the telly or my PC
- have another tele-convo before I eventually fall asleep

Sims has this cheat mode ('rosebud', or 'motherlode' for Sims 2) where it will automaticly adds 10,000 Simoleans (that's Sims Dollars for Sims Dummy) to your account. If only life has a cheat mode like that!

Ok ok, I'm sooo crazy over this game right now. To tell you the truth, I spent 5 hours in front of my ome PC trying to install a pirated software of Sims 2 and it didn't work. I'm so pissed! I'll probably try again when I get another copy of the software, hope it works! For 5 bucks, what do you expect?? Somebody please get me the original Sims 2 (plus the expansion pack if you intend to buy me one around March) for my advanve/belated birthday or something!!!

Labels: dream, games, rant

I hate Sunday! Its always sunny... and hot! I have a wedding to attend in a few hours and I'll bet that I'll sweat like I've never sweat before. I repainted my nails *woohooo* just to match whatever I'm wearing. I'm turning into LIANNE!!! Vain as ever... *LOL*

I dreamt I went to the hair salon with no money! *LOL* also dreamt I met Fahmy's sister with her hubby and kidssss. She only have 1 adopted son! Anyway I'm bored, very bored!

Andainya ku pergi sebelum mu
Kenangkanlah ku selalu
Di dalam doamu
Kau lah cinta pertama dan terakhir untuk ku
Ku berjanji kan menanti mu
Setia mununggu di pintu syurga

A malay song I'm stuck to listening lately by a Malaysian group calling themselves KRU. Lemme translate...

If I happen to go before you
Think of me always
In your prayers
You're my first and last love
I promise I'd wait for you
Faithfully waiting for you by the gates of heaven

Reminded me of this song by Mariah & Boys to Men

And I know you're shinning down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost a long the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day...

Hahaha... anyone up for a game of pool? *hint hint to Haqiim*

Labels: dream, music, party, vainpot